So....the Phuck up

I have a friend that's away in the Navy right now and in all honesty, the man is HOT AS HELL.  We've known each other for a while now though we haven't talked since he left.  He's coming home soon and has told me he's interested in getting to know me better.  I don't exactly know what this means.  He's said before that he doesn't want to get into a relationship because he plans to reenlist after his contract is up which means he'll be away for another four years. I think he is an interesting person and know that he'd be good to me.  Problem with this is I've committed myself to this SD thing and don't really want to stop now.  But I'm sure if he found out he wouldn't talk to me anymore.

Once again it's a head/heart thing.  I need financial help, I want companionship/love.  I've never been the kind of woman that judges a man by how much money he has, but lately I'm seeing that the only way I'm going to have the kind of life I want is to find a man that can afford it.  I've never been great at finances so therefore I would have to find a guy that is.  I'm a spender lol.

Anyway, how do I handle this?  I like Navy a lot.  But he'll be gone for so long, I need help like yesterday, and both my bank account and my heart are empty :0(

AND I'M SITTING HERE LISTENING TO ENRIQUE IGLESIAS' SONG "HERO"
How pathetic is that?!?!?!  I LOVE that song btw (Enrique is THE sexiest man alive).


Bella,